Chapter 30: A Master at Grinding (1)
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When my eyes were closed, it was the vacant lot, painted beautifully by the twilight glow of the setting sun. But as I opened my eyes, a warm embrace of sunlight greeted me.
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It was the same location, but... for some reason, it felt uncannily unfamiliar.
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âSigh...â
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I let out a sigh, turning my head in search of Choi Ji-won.
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She met my gaze with a cold countenance, then abruptly turned away.
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Her impassive face was a striking contrast to the warm smile I had just witnessed moments before.
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My heart ached. My stomach churned, and my mind was in disarray.
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Is this what they call a sense of loss?
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Did I like Choi Ji-won?
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I canât say for sure.
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But I was conscious of the fact that we had become friends.
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I saved lives but, in the process, lost a friend.
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If I had advanced, abandoning people to starvation, thereâs no doubt I would have been consumed by regret.
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But why do I regret this choice too then?
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Why does Choi Ji-wonâs smile keep coming to mind?
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âNo, Jun-ho. If you choose one thing, it is obvious you must forsake another. You canât have it all.â
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âSo this is how Iâll have to live from now on...â
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Up to this point, I hadnât formed any deep connections in this tower.
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The most I had done was exchange stories with Baek Da-hye, the girl with the bob cut, but I wouldnât say I had anyone close enough to call a real friend.
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And thatâs why I didnât realize how painful this would be.
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I had no idea it would be so agonizing to be looked at by someone I felt close to, as if she didnât know me at all.
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I had no idea the curse of remembering the person who had forgotten me was so painful.
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âLetâs just... not get attached to people anymore.â
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As long as I am a âregresser,â my relationships will always be like this.
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If I get close to someone, Iâll have to fear the cycles of my returns.
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Someday, there will be a moment when I have to weigh the benefits I gain from regressing against the connections Iâve built with this person.
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What if, at that point, the connection wins?
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What if, because of that, I miss out on the potential rewards I could have gained, and fail to become strong enough?
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What if these small lapses accumulate, eventually leading me to falter on the final 66th floor?
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By then, regret would be too late.
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After all, regression only takes me back to the moment I first entered each floor, not to the âTutorialâ.
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And if I decide to abandon that relationship and simply regress? That would deal a severe blow to my mental state.
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The difference between my reality and actual reality would tear at my heart.
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Even now, every time I saw Choi Ji-won, my heart ached.
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Thatâs why, I decided:
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For my own sake, and to conquer the towerâŠ
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Itâs best not to get attached to others.
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Itâs best to go on solo if possible.
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âHa, hahaâŠâ
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And then it occurred to me.
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The infinite regressors Iâve read about in webtoons and web novelsâŠ
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They roam alone, indifferent to killing, and show disdain for life.
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Essentially, they are lunatics who no longer see people as people.
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But were they lunatics from the start?
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Initially, they were likely just ordinary people.
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Their hearts simply wore down over time, eroded by the sandstorm called âtime.â
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And perhaps the start of that erosion began when they, like me, decided to go solo.
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So, will I eventually become like them?
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At the end of despair, when my spirit has been crushed to the point that I canât get up againâŠ
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Will I turn into such a heartless madman, devoid of both blood and tears?
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â...I donât want that.â
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Pride.
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Pride seems like the most accurate word to describe what I was feeling.
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The specter of inevitable ruin loomed so vividly but I absolutely refused to succumb to it.
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Everyone else has gone mad, you say? Well, I wonât. Iâll maintain my sanity. Iâll become a hero.
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It might seem like childish defiance, but this is my genuine feeling.
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I will not become like them.
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Itâs okay to walk a separate path from people.
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Whatâs crucial is:
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Not losing my humanity,
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Maintaining the integrity of the person known as âKim Jun-ho,â
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Avoiding choices that the future me will regret,
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And always remembering this resolution.
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âPhew.â
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After organizing my thoughts, I felt somewhat refreshed.
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-âDonât give up. Youâll surely find an answer that satisfies you.â
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Those were Choi Ji-wonâs words, just before I regressed.
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So what would be the answer thatâd satisfy me here?
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In this brutal tutorial, what level of achievement should I aim for so that my future self wonât have regrets?
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â...Simple.â
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Everything.
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I will acquire every trait that I can,
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I will snatch up every prepared reward without a second thought,
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I will try to save every person summoned to this vacant lotâŠ
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Given that I possess the absurd ability to regress, doing at least this much will leave me with no regrets.
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â...This should do it, I guess?â
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Ignoring what others were doing with their weapons, I was engrossed in planning how to save everyone.
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After reviewing it about three times, I concluded that the likelihood of success was quite high.
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Therefore, my course of action was set.
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All that remained was to execute.
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I clenched my fist tightly and struck down on my left chest where the heart resides.
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To be honest, saving most people isnât that difficult.
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As long as I donât interfere excessively, all I need to do is to repeat the previous round.
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Iâve already managed to defeat the Minotaur without any casualties.
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Just by repeating the same process, I can kill the Minotaur.
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And if I preemptively take down the Goblin Shaman who tries to ambush us... voila.
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The hidden boss is dead, and the portalâs opened.
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After that, as long as people pass through the portal in an orderly fashion, saving most of them is achievable.
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However, when the condition changes to saving âeveryone,â it becomes a bit complicated.
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The plan to push the Minotaur into the swamp becomes nearly impossible.
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The problem starts with gathering everyone together in the first place.
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Letâs say, somehow, I manage to get control over the crowd through force.
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Then what? Keep all these people alive, level up those showing potential, make them invest in strength stats, and then have them push the Minotaur?
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Even at a glance, that looks extremely, extremely challenging.
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Moreover, the level of desperation would be different.
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The people in the previous round had already experienced the âTower.â
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Theyâd killed goblins, witnessed the death of comrades, starved, and were battered.
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On top of that, golden beads had become increasingly scarce as days went by...
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Given how dire the situation was, they probably agreed to my plan of pushing the Minotaur into the swamp.
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But what if I controlled the entire situation?
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Iâd dictate their leveling and their stats.
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Then, what if I even bring them food to encourage vigorous leveling...
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Would they still exhibit the superhuman strength that transcended limits, as seen in the previous round?
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I doubt it. Itâs more likely theyâd question me, asking, âWhy donât you do it, instead?â
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Therefore, if I want to save everyone, Iâll have to take a different approach.
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A head-on confrontation:
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Defeating Minotaur in a direct battle is the only way to save everyone.
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âIs that even possible?â One may ask.
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But Iâm not a fool. Iâve thought of a plan to take him down.
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Furthermore, the message I saw in the previous round was like this:
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-Another achievement alert â No Casualties! Bonus experience will be awarded for this achievement!
-A special reward will be given to [Choi Ji-won] for the most significant contribution!
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Whatâs noteworthy here is that a special reward was given to Choi Ji-won, who made the most significant contribution.
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Earlier, my head was muddled, so I couldnât ask what the reward was, but they wouldnât have just handed out trinkets as rewards for defeating a hidden boss.
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Certainly, there must have been a significant reward.
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Yes, thatâs it. I must take down the Minotaur and claim the âGreatest Contributionâ bonus.
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Of course, as of now, thereâs no way I can win, no matter what I do.
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Before I even engage in combat, I need to power myself up.
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There are three immediate things to check:
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First, see if itâs possible to acquire the same trait from the same person repeatedly.
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Iâve already verified that when you get overlapping traits, rather than getting two similar traits, the grade increases instead.
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So, after my return, could I acquire the same trait from the same person again?
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For example, the guy from whom I first received the âAweâ trait is somewhere in this vacant lot.
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If I could make him hold me in awe again during this round... could I raise the grade of my âAweâ trait?
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Or what if I make Scrawny Man feel a different emotion?
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If he strongly feels âAdmirationâ instead of âAwe,â could I acquire that as a trait?
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I needed to know that.
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And secondly, after my return, check if I can gain achievement experience for defeating the Minotaur again.
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Just like traits, I needed to check if it was possible to gain achievement experience more than once.
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If it is, rapid growth would be feasible.
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But on second thought, I didnât gain any normal levels after defeating the Minotaur.
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-Grind!
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Regression is an EX-grade trait indeed. Astonishing, really.
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Lastly, swordsmanship practice.
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Iâve already memorized all of Choi Ji-wonâs sword techniques.
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I could either diligently practice alone using this knowledge or, upon revealing my return, I could potentially receive lessons from Choi Ji-won herself.
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Now, in what order should I execute these?
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First of all...
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âHello, Scrawny.â
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âUh, hello... What did you say?â
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Letâs start with you, Scrawny.
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â â â End of Chapter â âÂ
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